Thursday, February 28, 2013

Trials. Adventure.

At first glance, one might be confused how those two words can go together on the same line.  My belief is that they go hand in hand.  My time here has been much different than expected and I have enjoyed it as well as cried through it in order to find my adventure.  I said I was going to be the heroine of my own story but it has felt so difficult lately to see past the mountains, dragons, and goblins.  Things have stood in my way and robbed me of my happiness in the last two weeks.  This is my fault for allowing my circumstances to take hold of me, but my awareness in the matter proves strength and fight from me.  I have had adventures and I have had times I did not think I would get through the day, but here I am, writing again, ready to inform you of the time I have had recently.

I haven't been writing and have been bugged by my mom to write because so many people are checking.  Thank you for those of you who have been praying and thinking of me.  My heart needs it right now as I am getting eager to get home.  So many things have happened that have caused exhaustion to fall and writing to be the last thing on my to do list.  It all started two weeks ago on Thursday that my teacher was not feeling well and left school with some anxiety problems.  Of all people, I can relate to the situation she was feeling as next week she will travel to Mexico for a conference for some reading development for the school here.  She needed to be out last week and this week for some needed rest and tests at the hospital.  I felt pressure to be the teacher without the support of my expert and I was feeling some stress with the apathy and attitude of my students.  

...I Wrote more but my computer stopped working.  i'll finish later. Thanks!


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